Truenvy's Blog

My Mind Would Kill

truenvy — Sat, 16 Oct 2010 23:38:20 +0000

Last night I threw a house party.. the usual katalina wine fest; got hammered off my asssss! & Now I’m on my lunch break at work writing in my blog feeling fatigued as hell. I’m always thinking about something, my mind must always move. I’ve got a lot on my mind right now, and it wouldn’t have been this much on my mind if I was still with my ex.

I really do miss him. Enough that I’m actually tearing right now…wow. My emotions really can’t handle themselves. But back to the fact…I don’t like the single life. I rather have my man at home & thats it. No pimp status, no hollering, no clubbing (well you get the drift). I honestly love being secure and tied down. With that, I get to focus on other things in life at a easy pace. My friends tell me that I should focus on my shit on my own and alone, but man.. that may be the case for them but not for me. I realized that I get more shit done with my life when I’m in a relationship. A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP. I honestly believe in the power of support; my goals would be supported by my significant other…isn’t that better than doing it alone?

By the way, let me add that I’m a genius. I googled the qualities of a genuis, yeah that explains why people give me a crazy look when i talk crazy talk. It’s crazy for them because they don’t understand.

Gotta DO IT TWICE.

truenvy — Sun, 13 Jun 2010 17:57:43 +0000

these set of words im about to say are filled with anger and a whole lotta pain..

do it for me?
no u didnt not neva
it was all about ya chedda
cheese baby please
all i did was cry
all i did was try
try to redefine
ur vision of a woman
yet u took whats mine
claimed it as urs in time
tried to pinch my dimes
and i ask maself why?
did i stay wit u
ever loved u

Just a Lil Suttin’ Suttin’

truenvy — Tue, 25 May 2010 17:59:53 +0000

im holdin on to my composure, just memories in these photos; black and white no exposure we was never a couple even if God told ya // no matter the threat im BEAST; i eat ya mistakes its an everyday feast // couldnt enjoy tha brighter side, i was tha ride or die you tha type to lie // tha longer tha fight, tougher tha weather 1.5 years didnt meant nuttin; no weight-featherrrr.

So its been a minute..

truenvy — Wed, 19 May 2010 18:59:48 +0000

I seem to write on this blog everytime “i find myself”.. well at least I WRITE! RIGHT?! =)

I’m content.. happy.. listenin to music.. updating this blog.. ON MY DAY OFFFFF.

Can’t wait for vacation hours next month.. CANCUN?!

I need to stop seeming like an alcoholic.. after my miscarriage I went back to drinking.. only because I missed it so much, lol. But you can't blame me, I gotta a bottle of Bacardi Gold that just sits in my room..

Hmmm..

So my plans this summer is to GO BUCKWILD CRAZY. Its my last summer before I am officially 21 — AUGUST 29TH REMEMBER THAT BI0TCH =P Hopefully I get my website up, its goin to be so massively misc. (yeah I dont feel like spelling the whole word out, so KMA) Basically my website entails a range of entertainment and an exclusive Katalina Wine portion (which I won't go into explanation because all of it is a SURRRPRISE)… did I mention, BURR?

Happiness is key. PEACE, LOVE, F0RGET THA HATE =D

Moment never missed.

truenvy — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 18:59:02 +0000

Maybe its time for me to put my two cents in.
First off, I MUST hate guys. (minus my besties)
I always complain about them so I must hate them all.

Why is it
…that some are babies
…that some are aggressive
…that some are dumb as hell (pardon my french)
…that some are broke
…that some are just plain boring
list never ends!

But…

ii just cant see myself marrying a woman…….

Spits STR8 crack..

truenvy — Mon, 08 Mar 2010 17:50:06 +0000

You a loser — NETS.

You aint a boss ur an employee…your rhymes bore me.. i’ll lock you down-revis…u need that lotion for ur penis…cuz ur alone-singular…u spit no fire-extinguisher…

cuzzz its goin down like tha katalina wine mixer..

WOAH WOAH WOAH!

truenvy — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 21:57:02 +0000

I went M.i.A. on this blog for a good 4 months. I’d like to blame the long hours at work and my new life. hahaha.

So whats the major update?
1.) I grew up A LOT in these past 4 months.
2.) Made a whole bunch of new friends & throw house parties like every other weekend.
3.) I still work at Micro Center & I love my job (=
4.) Still in Berkeley, of course!
5.) Didn’t get any tattoos!
6.) Had my tongue pierced and took it out a few days later because I couldn’t talk to customers at work, lol.
7.) Painted my walls black.
8.) Wii Fit lover. Getting my weight back but in the right places! Lost over 20 pounds in 2009! Ewwww.
9.) Had an official Salvia Trip. OH MAN was that a crazy experience!
10.) I cut smoking DRASTICALLYYYYY. Very proud of my self.

Well those are the things that are on the top of my head right now.. I’m actually craving for some Reese’s Peanut Butter Cups…

igottaspoilya.

truenvy — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 16:23:52 +0000

Together we make this relationship a little harder at least on ourselves…

&& i’ve stuck with you this long because you are a challenge.

This is life and if everything was given to us, we wouldnt appreciate anything.

Totally exhausted.

truenvy — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 19:56:53 +0000

I started my new job yesterday at Micro Center. Its a cool job, you get to fight with customers and stuffz. Yeah right. lol

Today is my second day and my back is already killing me. UGHHH !

With words fulfilled..

truenvy — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 03:20:07 +0000

i think tha only thing that matters here is….

i would destroy ya past
and ya make ya future ma very very last..

damn…