Last night I threw a house party.. the usual katalina wine fest; got hammered off my asssss! & Now I’m on my lunch break at work writing in my blog feeling fatigued as hell. I’m always thinking about something, my mind must always move. I’ve got a lot on my mind right now, and it wouldn’t have been this much on my mind if I was still with my ex.
I really do miss him. Enough that I’m actually tearing right now…wow. My emotions really can’t handle themselves. But back to the fact…I don’t like the single life. I rather have my man at home & thats it. No pimp status, no hollering, no clubbing (well you get the drift). I honestly love being secure and tied down. With that, I get to focus on other things in life at a easy pace. My friends tell me that I should focus on my shit on my own and alone, but man.. that may be the case for them but not for me. I realized that I get more shit done with my life when I’m in a relationship. A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP. I honestly believe in the power of support; my goals would be supported by my significant other…isn’t that better than doing it alone?
By the way, let me add that I’m a genius. I googled the qualities of a genuis, yeah that explains why people give me a crazy look when i talk crazy talk. It’s crazy for them because they don’t understand.
